Sunday, November 26, 2006


RELINK PLEASE? :D
mockeryoflust.livejournal.com


7:25 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006


To people who hate me (yay, i hope i get fan mail soon! losers) :

Actually, your existance to me from this very moment where i type this unbelievable terrific speech is like magic dust, -poof- no more, you rotten low down disgusting unspeakable disgrace. (To the world& perhaps god, even. Although i don't pay much mind to him, but i do respect him)

It's because of your hatred that's pulling this already-torn-world worst. Hello, i know the world's soon coming to end but, we do not want you to pressurize the rightness of the world against each other. I mean, excuse me, you do not know me. And if you do, what right do you have to judge me?

By the way, i hold high expectations to whom becomes my friend (yes, i'm that slutty! HA!) & sweetheart, you fall in neither my friends or my enemies. I've no place to make room for all of you sad losers. If you're thinking i actually cared about this situation, yes, i do.

Lol, see, now you no need to get your other despicable friends to come reply my cockiness in which, i shall just ignore and delete, DOUBLE HA! Why i care so much? Because your life is miserable and i do have a right to laugh at it so extremely greatly, again why? You tagged my poor dead tagboard first and i've the advantage to reply and yes, insult you in every way.

I know you said you dislike me, honey. I hate you(:
I'm happy now, so scurry out of my life now, shoo you insightful inadequate failure.

P/s: to people who loves me, i'll love you back unless you're twofacing, i'll slap you on the face. personally and literally, HA!


8:18 PM

Friday, November 10, 2006


I think irony is cute, but having an ironic friend is cuter.

Sometimes you skip a couple of songs in your playlist and pause and hear a song that presents your life and you feel useless and worthless but yet, all can only do is hope that it's just a dream.

Well, every word signifys something and what you wrote was, cold.
And i hate who you are now, will time rewind and bring back to the past?

You've got a friend in me,
but you never presence me like one


11:22 AM



I just realised i'm finally writing some down-to-earth entries where you humans understand. Yay, but flowery textes will come back when i'm upset again, so till then. Sayonara sadness!

Lol, so tonight there's mahjong over at junita's house (may i ask? does she own a mahjong table? hehe) I don't think i might be going, perhaps i'll go over in the morning cause saturday i'll be going town for job hunting, never give up! HAHA.

Apparently, some sick bastard msged the whole clique - nicki+xinning + christie = fuck lovey dovey msg. If somebody wrote our numbers on the bus or something, i'll personally punch you in the groin. Perhaps even a punch& a kick(:

Live messanger have been a whore from yesterday till today. It'll keep going offline when i don't use it for awhile and i've to keep restarting it, which is bothering me. Alot. Fyi, soh jiayu's back! But her rabbit died): Sigh.

If distances were the obstacles,
I beg to differ - it's what that's pulling us apart.

Some say love,
Some say infactuation,
I say it's just an illusion of the heart.


7:18 AM

Thursday, November 09, 2006


I never knew you would do that, truly, i was hurt.

You missy, stop being a whore and complaining about your present status (note to you: STOP bitching and all the twofacing, that's why you wound up with insults on your face)

Loser, i swear.


7:02 PM



If you realised that i've changed my skin, it is so superificial and pretty. If you hadn't known, i'm super and i mean super turned on by black&white. Haha, and if you are concluding that i'm somewhat a saddist, go screw yourself.

No comments further said, lol.

So, yesterday because of the very nice me, accompanied nicki to PS and then went to the west side just to meet her lapin and i kinda browse through her shoe shelves (honestly, it STINKS!) She said her big ass name was on her door, but we both (cannot deny that we're both blind) couldn't see it.

We just put the duh in dumb.

Oh yes, conclusion for yesterday:
1. Nicki is fucking colour blind, don't go shopping with her, i swear. Green+purple? Hello, barf!
2. Nicki doesn't know how to define ball chains, my neighbour, ball KEY chains.
3. Nicki doesn't has luck with trains.
4. She cannot differenciate male and bungs.
So overall, she's retarded and out of luck, that's quite a thing for a person.

No luck yet on job hunting, please be on my side whoever upstairs?

Just wanting to let the whole world know that i terribly miss the clique and jiayu, lol.
I miss you too.


12:41 PM

Monday, November 06, 2006


Finally, the day i've been anticipating since forever (exaggeration, hello!) gonna walk around till my legs becomes jelly and my calves sore, hehe. Vivo, here i come!

Yesterday was spring cleaning, cleared up all my primary and secondary one/two books and mommykins couldn't stop cleaning till late at night, lol. So yes, my table's finally resurrected from the forever suffocation of my school books and papers (my mom found my ugly drawings from primary school and laughed evilly at them cause they're damn fucking ugly, i swear!)

RN came my house& i was extremely (it's true!) disturbed, right right ralvin? AYE.

Mahjong was.. nice. Lol, peilin loves to play her stupid o2jam and you still haven't got any clothes yet, stupid peilin.

anyway, i changed my email address, FINALLY! no more embarassing ex-email add!
-laughs moronically-
arousalsucides--@hotmail.com


9:23 AM

Thursday, November 02, 2006


Throw away that image, beautiful.

Like a person who defines it's actions with elegance,
perhaps wings that fled through many crowds,
nothing less but a smile pasted with the rainbows over the skies,
dissapear then, my lovely fairytale.

Yet defined.

Sorry guys, for not updating this seems already dead blog so i'm trying to liven it with one post (which i hopefully, will work BUT, nah) so, there's choir again. but i'm kinda, weirdly, is happy for it!

I-clique is going to watch The grudge 2 without me): But anw, i've gotten the disc already yesterday, wanted to watch it with love but decided not to spoil the fun. Going vivo on monday to check out the non-existent jobs which are kiasu people took up since the first day of holidays (BOOYA!).

So, tomorrow's result and i'm not the last expecting it because,
1) i'll just fucking get dumped into 301 with my wish come true. ART STREAM, HELLO!
2) i am waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay cut off from my level position to be in 302 (cut off is 44)
3) GOODBYE A-MATH + EXTRA SESSIONS WITH KARIBS! -chuckles madly-

mah jong tomorrow, yet again. HAHA, please yew peilin. DON'T fart, xie xie. & will kind people play cards with me again, please? fyi, last week, arshu out of the sympathy played with me):

GOD, my library books are way over-due and fyi! i'm staying close to the library, SHIT MAN! how pathetic! So anyway, i've been UBER (i hate this word but ironically, i'm using it) happy for the past few days!

one month's approaching.

Hon, will you let me serenade you,
and overwhelm you with midnight making outs.


11:51 AM

Saturday, October 28, 2006


Four letters, sweetie.

s-l-u-t.


6:10 PM



hey fucktard, stop putting words in your friend's mouth. just because we went home, it doesn't states that WE'RE NOT GONNA ATTEND THE CLIQUE DINNER. hello? and excuse me, you didn't informed us that it is officially cancelled or something and then went crawling to the west side, wow.

like, boy. you can't head your butt to parkway but to the other of singapore? oh... right.
anw, if you think the people you went out the other day is called a clique dinner or something, you're so wrong. you said we AREN'T seperating, are you blind? it is, and you're not helping either.

and i'm so terribly sorry that i'm fucking straightforward, when i'm not you'll just take whatever you please. fyi, i feel like screaming now to something which has happened yesterday. i swear, one day i'll go mentally insane because of pathetic friends.

goodbye nuisance.

p.s: I STILL WANT A FUCKING CLIQUE DINNER, gee.


2:30 PM

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Decipher the word love for me, babe.

I'm nicole,
arousalsucides--@hotmail.com

I looove! complicated situations but ironically, i hate getting stuck in them.
Sometimes being the paranoid slut i am, i overlook stuffs and am able to think a gaziliion stuffs per second.

Live life with a motto.

Haloscan, screw you.

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